Ramblings Of A Demon Mind Part 1

I see you've found your way into my first rant. Good for you! Here 'tis:

You know what? I found out today what my least favourite emotion is. I know what your thinking, right? "Well, duh, it's sadness." I'm sorry, my friend, but if you just answered that you lack either logic, imagination or creativity. Or all three. My most hated emotion, that of a thinker, is content. No, no, hear me out here. I know content is meant to be this wonderful, blissful feeling, but it's not really. It's not happy nor sad, it's simply something to feel when there is nothing left to feel. Yeah, I know, you think feeling nothing is better than feeling sadness. Not for me. With me, I would prefer to feel sad rather then content because although it's a miserable process, I almost always get something out of it. I'll write a song, make a rant, engage in some mindless or random project to keep my mind off things. And of course, everyone likes to be happy. You'd have to be some inhumane monster not to like happiness, even if you try to convince people your cold hearted and emotionless. But with contentness you just have to sit there, beyond the edge of reason, feeling content. Too sad to go out and laugh and be happy but yet not sad enough to mope or cry or even realise your not exactly happy. But that's just it! Your not sad either. Your not sad and your not happy. It's like it's not even a feeling, more a confused state of mind. It's weird...

Rant provided by the very twisted soul of Maru Youkai