Good morning

Hmm well. It's almost two o'clock and I just got up ^_^ Well, sort of. My mum woke me up this morning, and if there's one thing I hate it's being woken up in the school holidays D=<. And if there's one thing I hate more than that, it's not being able to go back to sleep after being woken up in the school holidays. So I did what any teenage girl would do. I lay in bed sulking for an hour and a half. And so... that's been my morning so far. Anyway, I have three new songs for you, oh blog of mine. And I have to think of a title for them all o.o Oh dear...

Um, okay... Song #1 is:
The End (Named by Becca)

All I want is to end this now,
Lying on the bedroom floor, music up so loud,
Screaming my lungs out to prevent crying my heart out.

And I'm so damn sick of this,
All I want is to exist,
I'm lost and this is not my home,
While you're screaming, I'm crying alone.

All I want is to end this now,
Lying on the bedroom floor, music up so loud,
Screaming my lungs out to prevent crying my heart out.

When you glance into my eyes,
Don't you see that I'm dying inside?
It's when I'm trying to change,
And all you're doing is digging my grave.

All I want is to end this now,
Lying on the bedroom floor, music up so loud,
Screaming my lungs out to prevent crying my heart out.

What do I mean to you?
I do everything you ask me to,
I'm standing in front of you, screaming,
So how can you still not see me?

All I want is to end this now,
Lying on the bedroom floor, music up so loud,
Screaming my lungs out to prevent crying me heart out.


Song #2
A Short Goodbye Is The Hardest Form Of Suicide

If I asked you to run away with me,
Would you take me seriously?
I need to get away from everyone,
And you're the only one that I want to come.

If I told you that I didn't feel safe,
Would you laugh and throw it in my face?
I need you now and I wish you knw,
That I'm putting all my hopes in you.

You couldn't imagine this pain I'm in,
I want you here but you won't listen,
Now you're the only one I trust,
And you're leaving my heart to rust.

If I asked you to run away with me,
Would you take me seriously?
You're leaving me now with no goodbye,
You're leaving me for dead, for suicide.


Song #3
Lost (Named by Becca)

Look right through me,
Look right through me,
You thought you knew me,
Look right through me.

Can you hear my heart as it breaks?
This is what your absence creates,
And though I know I'm just a shadow in life,
I thought that with you it could've been otherwise,
But you made sure to let me know,
That in my time I'm destined to be alone.

So where are you now?
And why can't you hear,
The shallowing sound,
Of tear after tear?
As I'm calling for you,
But you couldn't care,
Since I'm just a fool,
And you're never there.

Well I guess it's too late to say,
I loved you and then you threw me away,
There was nothing left to be taken from me,
And then you came and I thought you would be,
The one to save me from this emptiness,
But in the end you just couldn't care less.

So where are you now?
And why can't you hear,
The shallowing sound,
Of tear after tear?
As I'm calling for you,
But you couldn't care,
Since I'm just a fool,
And you're never there.