Maru Youkai had another dream... O.O
A few actually... but before we start...
Time: 12:00 pm
Things I've done today: Woken up ("Ahh the light! Bugger off! It's Sunday and I'm SLEEPING!!") had breakfast ("Mmm, pancakes...") played Speed with my sister, played Pairs with my sister, got on the computer.
Time check: 12:02 pm.
Overall: Well, wasn't that interesting?
Right. On with the dreams! Now remember, the old grey mare she aint what she used to be, aint what she used to be, aint what she used to be! In other words, I have a very bad memory. Live with it.
Dream #1: I was at school... (*scream of horror*) and we were on the playground, my class was, it was part of our sport lesson I think... and everyone had a station, and we'd have to move around to other stations... and I was always the leader of Follow The Leader to begin with... and Georgia and Alex were being positively horrible to me... although I can't remember what they were saying, all I wanted to do was die. And then once they'd bugger off I'd go to Julia and she'd make things better... and it kept repeating itself except different things happened each time, but every time I started out as the leader of Follow The Leader, Georgia and Alex were being horrible and I'd always go to Julia for comfort. Then my sort of dream loop finished... and it ended with the program on the playground finishing and my class (actually it was more the whole unit) walking in towards the building, and I was almost crying and I was going to go to Julia but she was with her friends, and then Jordan appeared out of nowhere and I just hugged her, and I think Julia saw me and started walking over. O.o my subconcious scares me... I think it was telling me I'm dreading going back to school, but there are some things I'm looking forward to. But it's got a funny way of showing it. Georgia if you read this, I'm sorry I can't control my dreams, but I know you'd never be like that, you are an angel.
Alex won't be reading this, but same goes for you too Ally. Angel =3
Dream #2: I was... a ballet dancer O_O. Well I'd signed up for ballet lessons, and it was my first lesson, but it was like at a Rove Live concert, almost. There was a live audience there... but it was more like the audience you'd get for a Jerry Springer show. They were restless and chanting and just being general jerks. And then there was a bit of stage, but it was all carpet, except for this tiny strip in front of my sisters cupboard, which was just randomly in my dream. And first there were a lot of girls there, but it showed a shot of the audience and then went back to the stage, and it was just me and one other girl, and the teacher just said, "Glide." and left. So I had to teach myself how to get up on my toes and glide across the stage. Only I stuck to the strip of floor in front of the cupboard because it was too hard on the carpet. And the other girl was prolly around 14 or 15 and all she did was eat. She'd get out these bizarre looking meals and pig herself out, and yet she was skinny as a stick. And then Rove was there, doing his show, but it didn't look like Rove, it looked more like the guy who pretends to be Rove in Comedy Inc. and they brought out this meal thing, and it was served in a shoe, an everyone was cheering. And then it was just me practicing (I'd almost got it!) and the other chick eating for a while, and I thought, "No one likes me here... I should bring Julia! I go along to her cirkidz and keep her company and make her look better by being a retard, and she can do the same for me with ballet!" Then Rove brought out another meal in another shoe and threw it in this big tank of water, and the words "What The...?" came up like they do on the actual Rove Live show, and Rove yells out, "What the!" and the crowd goes wild... and that's where it ended...
Dream #3: We were in the car in one of those drive-in things, and my sisters boyfriend was serving, and then my old babysitter (who we often see because she works in Video Ezy... she's a love XP) was standing a few metres back look very rejected and giving Tom daggers. I'm like, "Oi, Tom." and I was gonna ask him to snag me a lollipop for free but then I thought, "Nah, better not..." so I asked my mum for one and then suddenly my old babysitter (fuck! I've forgotten her name! Jeebus, I feel so cruel D=) was up with Tom and they were both handelling the change and we were all getting a bit mixed up because they were both trying to do the same things at once. That's where the dream ended.
Dream #4: This sort of follows on from dream 2. I was with my mum and my sister, and they'd just picked me up from ballet lessons (and that's where these dreams are linked...) and I was still in my ballet clothes, with those shoes they make you wear and a blue jacket over the pink leotard, and we were queing in a shop with an armful of just food and shit and I hear this cat meowing, and I look around but I can't see anything but a dog. Then the dogs owner leaves and the cats still meowing and I'm thinking, "If the dogs gone, why is the cat still meowing?" so I just walk away from my mum and sister and go out the store and round the side of it into an alley-type thing, and there's this gorgeous long haired black cat with matted fur lying down on the ground, to weak to even get up, and there's another cat in the trash can, who was prolly a brother of the one on the floor, and he was dead... and I felt sick and was practically choking on my tears, though I wasn't crying yet, and I bent down and held my hand out to the cat, who weakly sniffed it and then started licking it, and my stomache felt like it was eating itself, I felt so sick, and I started crying like all hell and ran back into the shop, and then the female cat was there behind me and I'm begging mum to let me take it home and look after her, just until she got better and then we could sell her to a nice home, but mums refusing and I'm crying so much, and then we're at home and I've locked myself in my room and Tosca starts hissing and the cats there, and Toscas getting all stressed out and I'm trying to calm her down, and then I'm alone with the cat, and then the cats gone...
I'm still crying from the last dream...
Time: 12:00 pm
Things I've done today: Woken up ("Ahh the light! Bugger off! It's Sunday and I'm SLEEPING!!") had breakfast ("Mmm, pancakes...") played Speed with my sister, played Pairs with my sister, got on the computer.
Time check: 12:02 pm.
Overall: Well, wasn't that interesting?
Right. On with the dreams! Now remember, the old grey mare she aint what she used to be, aint what she used to be, aint what she used to be! In other words, I have a very bad memory. Live with it.
Dream #1: I was at school... (*scream of horror*) and we were on the playground, my class was, it was part of our sport lesson I think... and everyone had a station, and we'd have to move around to other stations... and I was always the leader of Follow The Leader to begin with... and Georgia and Alex were being positively horrible to me... although I can't remember what they were saying, all I wanted to do was die. And then once they'd bugger off I'd go to Julia and she'd make things better... and it kept repeating itself except different things happened each time, but every time I started out as the leader of Follow The Leader, Georgia and Alex were being horrible and I'd always go to Julia for comfort. Then my sort of dream loop finished... and it ended with the program on the playground finishing and my class (actually it was more the whole unit) walking in towards the building, and I was almost crying and I was going to go to Julia but she was with her friends, and then Jordan appeared out of nowhere and I just hugged her, and I think Julia saw me and started walking over. O.o my subconcious scares me... I think it was telling me I'm dreading going back to school, but there are some things I'm looking forward to. But it's got a funny way of showing it. Georgia if you read this, I'm sorry I can't control my dreams, but I know you'd never be like that, you are an angel.
Alex won't be reading this, but same goes for you too Ally. Angel =3
Dream #2: I was... a ballet dancer O_O. Well I'd signed up for ballet lessons, and it was my first lesson, but it was like at a Rove Live concert, almost. There was a live audience there... but it was more like the audience you'd get for a Jerry Springer show. They were restless and chanting and just being general jerks. And then there was a bit of stage, but it was all carpet, except for this tiny strip in front of my sisters cupboard, which was just randomly in my dream. And first there were a lot of girls there, but it showed a shot of the audience and then went back to the stage, and it was just me and one other girl, and the teacher just said, "Glide." and left. So I had to teach myself how to get up on my toes and glide across the stage. Only I stuck to the strip of floor in front of the cupboard because it was too hard on the carpet. And the other girl was prolly around 14 or 15 and all she did was eat. She'd get out these bizarre looking meals and pig herself out, and yet she was skinny as a stick. And then Rove was there, doing his show, but it didn't look like Rove, it looked more like the guy who pretends to be Rove in Comedy Inc. and they brought out this meal thing, and it was served in a shoe, an everyone was cheering. And then it was just me practicing (I'd almost got it!) and the other chick eating for a while, and I thought, "No one likes me here... I should bring Julia! I go along to her cirkidz and keep her company and make her look better by being a retard, and she can do the same for me with ballet!" Then Rove brought out another meal in another shoe and threw it in this big tank of water, and the words "What The...?" came up like they do on the actual Rove Live show, and Rove yells out, "What the!" and the crowd goes wild... and that's where it ended...
Dream #3: We were in the car in one of those drive-in things, and my sisters boyfriend was serving, and then my old babysitter (who we often see because she works in Video Ezy... she's a love XP) was standing a few metres back look very rejected and giving Tom daggers. I'm like, "Oi, Tom." and I was gonna ask him to snag me a lollipop for free but then I thought, "Nah, better not..." so I asked my mum for one and then suddenly my old babysitter (fuck! I've forgotten her name! Jeebus, I feel so cruel D=) was up with Tom and they were both handelling the change and we were all getting a bit mixed up because they were both trying to do the same things at once. That's where the dream ended.
Dream #4: This sort of follows on from dream 2. I was with my mum and my sister, and they'd just picked me up from ballet lessons (and that's where these dreams are linked...) and I was still in my ballet clothes, with those shoes they make you wear and a blue jacket over the pink leotard, and we were queing in a shop with an armful of just food and shit and I hear this cat meowing, and I look around but I can't see anything but a dog. Then the dogs owner leaves and the cats still meowing and I'm thinking, "If the dogs gone, why is the cat still meowing?" so I just walk away from my mum and sister and go out the store and round the side of it into an alley-type thing, and there's this gorgeous long haired black cat with matted fur lying down on the ground, to weak to even get up, and there's another cat in the trash can, who was prolly a brother of the one on the floor, and he was dead... and I felt sick and was practically choking on my tears, though I wasn't crying yet, and I bent down and held my hand out to the cat, who weakly sniffed it and then started licking it, and my stomache felt like it was eating itself, I felt so sick, and I started crying like all hell and ran back into the shop, and then the female cat was there behind me and I'm begging mum to let me take it home and look after her, just until she got better and then we could sell her to a nice home, but mums refusing and I'm crying so much, and then we're at home and I've locked myself in my room and Tosca starts hissing and the cats there, and Toscas getting all stressed out and I'm trying to calm her down, and then I'm alone with the cat, and then the cats gone...
I'm still crying from the last dream...
posted by Maru Youkai at 12:02 PM
2 Comments:
...... that was kinda werid...
Your are Nice. And so is your site! Maybe you need some more pictures. Will return in the near future.
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