Friday, September 01, 2006

I don't like my subconciousness...

Waaaaaa!! *hides under blanket* I just remembered a really, really, really super ultra bad dream I had like last week. By far the saddest/scariest/worst dream I've ever had. And I'd almost wiped it from my memory T_T

Well, I was in my house, but it wasn't my house, it was big... really big. Except it was one storey and had some similarities. And my mum was cooking dinner in the kitchen... chopping up vegetables with a butcher knife O.o. And I walk into a room, and it has no furniture, and there's two people in there who are friends of mine (although I realised when I woke up that I didn't recognise either of them) and ones possessed, and they're screaming... nay, shrieking and thrashing about. The other one is performing an exorsism as calmly as if it was all in good fun. Then it starts to get chaotic and the second person (the one who's not possessed) has to hold down the second oneand I rush in to help and we're screaming the exorsism frantically. This is all happening in flashes. And then the second one is possessed as well (I'm no longer in the room) and their both bouncing off the walls, eyes yellow, shrieking like demons. Then it's only the second one, still possessed, alone in the room. It then flashes back to my mother chopping up vegetables with the butcher knife. I'm now running outside, running from the possessed people in the empty room (apparantly the first one's come back again) and the backyard in my dream is, unlike the house, exactly the same as my backyard in real life. So I run and hide behind the shed, totally freaking t as the dream flashes from the room (with the people inside it) to my mother chopping vegetables and back again, faster and faster. Suddenly the shed I'm hiding behind has changed and I'm in my old backyard, but I'm still in the same place with the possessed people inside. I disappear for a second down the side of the shed and come back with this massive pitch fork, made entirely out of wood that's almost twice the size of me. It holds some strange, supernatural power, and just by holding it I can suddenly sense an evil presence, right there, just behind me, and I'm stepping out past my old tree and trampoline, heart poudning, spinning to find this evil presence that's haunting me. All happening in flashes again. Then I hear something and spin, and Tosca comes slinking out from the bushes, but her eyes are yellow slits and my heart sinks as I realise she's possessed. I feel sick in the stomache and the two people in the empty room begin to flash through the dream. Then Tosca's advancing on me, and I'm thrusting the pitchfork towards her and drawing her back, but I won't, I can't bring myself to touch her. But something happens, she steps forward and just as I bring the pitchfork out the world spins, and she's closer, and my pitchfork doesn't go where I want it to, and I've stabbed her, straight through the neck. I scream and wrench it out, but there's holes in her neck and she's no longer possessed. I'm crying, screaming, hugging her fading body, but she doesn't die. She lies there, weakened and in pain. She's dying, but she doesn't die.

Suddenly it's a couple of days later, I'm at Georgia's house, except it's not Georgia's house, it's bigger again and they have an actual built in pool outside. And I'm not with Georgia, I'm with Jordan, Georgia's not even there. And we're changing to go in the pool, but I'm feeling sick and can't stop thinking about Tosca. I sit on the bed and stare, face pale, into space. Jordan comes and sits down next to me, and we're talking, and suddenly I'm sobbing and blubbering "I killed Tosca! I killed her!!" and at first Jordan's at least half sympathetic, but then she's all like "Well, at least now you can get a dog! I mean, I know cats are great and everthing, but c'mon, you gotta admit that dogs just rock!" and shit like that, and I'm giving her this completely mortified look, mouth open, cheeks stained with tears and I'm feeling sicker then ever. Then I'm yelling at her and suddenly the house is full of people, and they're having a party, and they're all in the pool and crowding the hallway, and Gergia's in the doorway all cheerful and telling us to come in the water, and Jordan and I aren't talking to each other, trying not to look at or touch each other while shoving our way through the crowd. Georgia notices the tension between me and Jordan and starts giving me shit like "You can't be mad each other already! Surely she can't have done anything that bad!" but it was hapy, kind hearted shit. The dream ended there.

Odd Facts: Jordan was the only person who knew about Tosca.
The dream didn't actually show me Tosca when she was dead.
Tosca never bled.
About the crowd in Georgia's house. I never once saw a single face. It was either the back of a head or a blur.
I can't ramember whether the two people in the empty room were male or female. This may just be bad memory but I have a strog feeling they were sexless.

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