The A to Z of Claire's mind

A is for annihilation, don't you dare mess with me
B is for being the only one with individuality
C is for the cockheads who try to bring me down
D is for daring to ignore them; daring to stand my ground
E is for emotion, exhaustion and eternity
F is for a fate that nobody can foresee
G is for giving up and learning to pretend
H is for hurting, then healing and hurting again
I is for being insane, ignored and interru-
J is for the daydreams where I jump in front of trucks
K is for a killing spree, times up for a certain slut
L is for laughing so as not to cause a scene
M is for mortality, memories and morphine
N is for nothing, there's no hope for this old bird
O is for oesophagus just 'cause that's a cool word
P is for the parents who don't know their own daughter
Q is for the quebranto that I'll be feeling ever after
R is for the regret that will stay until I'm gone and dead
S is for the screaming voices, lingering inside my head
T is for the thoughts that I never wanted to own
U is for understanding that I'll always be alone
V is for a victory that will never come my way
W is for watching, waiting, wasting away
X is for xenophobia, another illness reeking of my insanity
Y is for the yesterdays' wasted and yearning to be free
Z is for zero confidence, one of my main qualities