Carry Me Away To Nothing

I'm suffocating,
Intoxicated.
I'm overheated and it's only getting hotter.
The smoke is rising,
I'm vandalising
My body beneath the water.

Why can't you hear me,
Slowing my breathing?
I'm choking, trapped in these four walls.
My head is bursting,
My body's thirsty,
There's not enough air in these winding halls...

I'm gonna die if I don't get out of here,
I'm gonna die if I don't get out of here,
Hear me sigh with exasperated fear,
I'm gonna die if I don't get out of here.

I'm in a maze of
Myst'ry and haste, oh.
What a time to get all claustrophobic

As it gets darker,
My heart beats faster,
I'm paranoid but nobody knows it.

Can't shake the feeling,
That something eerie,
And bizarre is happening.

Did I hear music,
Or did I just lose it?
Is it just me or are these walls closing in...?

I'm gonna die if I don't get out of here,
I'm gonna die if I don't get out of here,
Hear me sigh with exaserated fear,
I'm gonna die if I don't get out of here.

A sudden wind it,
Caressed my skin,
A chilling silence follows...
A sudden wind it,
Caressed my skin,
A chilling silence follows...

I'm gonna die if I don't get out of here,
I'm gonna die if I don't get out of here,
Hear me sigh with exasperated fear,
I'm gonna die if I don't get out of here.

Rose a la love.

I'll keep a rose in a painted bottle,
And I'll name it after you,
And on days when I don't feel strong,
It's scent will bend the truth.

It will say you're right here with me,
I don't care that it's not correct,
I'll be fine imagining your voice,
The sweet tone nobody could forget.

I'll change it's water every single day,
And prune it's leaves when it starts to choke,
Although it's just a tiny flower,
It's the only thing that gives me hope.

I'll love it like I love you, dear,
And pray it lasts forever,
For my heart would not survive
If I were to see it weathered.

I'll keep a rose in a painted bottle,
And I'll name it after you.

Ramblings of a Demon Mind part 9

What is inevitable? Is it like if you throw a ball in the air, it will inevitably fall back down to earth? Or, is it something much more deeper? The inevitable could be something of a fate; the destination at the end of a winding (and often broken) path. Just as the force of gravity is pulling the ball towards the ground, all the forces of nature could be pulling you to one final object in life - your destiny. And though you may find obstacles along the way, as a ball may be intercepted before reaching the floor, it is inevitable that you will somehow fulfil this destiny, for this is the reason we were created. This is the reason we live and we can not truely die until we have accomplished our fate. Our hearts may stop and our bodies decay, but our spirit remains until the destiny is seen.

Ums... rawr?

Hello dear blog of mine! I've been meaning to update you for a while now but I've been pretty busy and well now I've forgotten just what it was I was meant to say when I updated you! But I do have a song and a rant thing for you if I can be bothered getting haha...

Fuck.

FUCKING HELL FUCK THAT FUCK MOTHER FUCKER CAN'T DO FUCK ALL WASTE OF FUCKING SPACE I WANT TO FUCKING SMASH HIS FUCKING HEAD IN FUCKKKK!

... =)

Armand and Louis

"But if evil is without gradation, and it does exist this state of evil, then only one sin is needed. Isn't that what you're saying? That God exists and-"
"I don't know if God exists. And for all I know, he doesn't."
"Then no sin matters. No sin achieves evil"
"That's not true. Because if God doesn't exist we are the creatures of highest consciousness in the universe. We alone understand the passage of time and the value of every minute of human life. Whether a man would have died tomorrow, or the day after, or eventually... it doesn't matter. Because if God does not exist, this life... every second of it... is all we have."
- Anne Rice (Interview With The Vampire)