Silver

This was originally an English assignment..

Silver is soothing, calming the mind,
Silver is beautiful, undefined.
Silver is pure, an innocent shade
Silver is the colour of an unsheathed blade.

Silver is a diamond, bright and glimmering,
Silver is a disco ball, sparkly and shimmering.
Silver is hot melted steel, gently simmering.

Silver is brave, strong and bold,
Silver is small, lonely and cold.
Silver is hope, a silver lining,
Silver is creativity and strength combining

Silver is lightning, fast and bright,
Silver is the moon piercing the night,
Silver is the eye of a mythical soul,
Silver is the badge of an army patrol.

Silver is a contradiction; pure yet cold, calm yet busy, innocent yet dangerous

Hunter The Awesome!

Hunter, you are an absolute angel. You are a valuable member of A.F.I and a great person. You help us to see the fun in life, the joy, the happiness, the excitement and exhilaration.

You, too, keep us laughing and loving life. With your heart of gold, mind of utter intelligence and eyes that see only good in this world, you bring glee to those who love you.

Many seek your love. You have a gift for people and when you talk all around shall stop and listen, whether they're seeking guidance, a good laugh or just someone intelligent and fun to converse with. Don't ever change, for it's the Hunter we see now that we love, and always will love, no matter what.

Ramblings Of A Demon Mind Part 1

I see you've found your way into my first rant. Good for you! Here 'tis:

You know what? I found out today what my least favourite emotion is. I know what your thinking, right? "Well, duh, it's sadness." I'm sorry, my friend, but if you just answered that you lack either logic, imagination or creativity. Or all three. My most hated emotion, that of a thinker, is content. No, no, hear me out here. I know content is meant to be this wonderful, blissful feeling, but it's not really. It's not happy nor sad, it's simply something to feel when there is nothing left to feel. Yeah, I know, you think feeling nothing is better than feeling sadness. Not for me. With me, I would prefer to feel sad rather then content because although it's a miserable process, I almost always get something out of it. I'll write a song, make a rant, engage in some mindless or random project to keep my mind off things. And of course, everyone likes to be happy. You'd have to be some inhumane monster not to like happiness, even if you try to convince people your cold hearted and emotionless. But with contentness you just have to sit there, beyond the edge of reason, feeling content. Too sad to go out and laugh and be happy but yet not sad enough to mope or cry or even realise your not exactly happy. But that's just it! Your not sad either. Your not sad and your not happy. It's like it's not even a feeling, more a confused state of mind. It's weird...

Rant provided by the very twisted soul of Maru Youkai

Just Some Randomness

Hi. I just thought I'd tell all my brilliant fans that right at this second I am eating a lemon.


(By the way, I realise I said I'd create a "Worship these men" for all members of A.F.I, which I'm still gonna do, but I'm working on Adam's at the moment and I'm a tad stuck... it gets difficult further down because I'm trying not to repeat myself, which I've already down alot with Jade. Don't worry my fellow A.F.I children, I will have their pages of glory shortly)

My lemon has sugar on top. It's yummy. I feel like I'm eating a grapefruit.
I've never actually had a grapefruit... I want one, they look yummy. I heard their sour too... I love sour stuff... hence the lemon. And you'd think me of all people would be hooked on grapefruits after Jade's fabulous display, yelling "Je suis un pamplemousse me donner tout vous croissants" (which is French for "I am a grapefruit give me all your croissants") out in the market of Montreal. Still can't get over that... but maybe that's a reason not to eat grapefruits? It'd be like eating Jade O.o... Just some ramblings =D

Adam The Great!

Adam, you are a great inspiration to us all. Your creativity and individuality are gifts that leave your fans envious and adoring. It is your name that is carved into the hearts of thousands, your name that will be called when your children are in trouble, your name that will be chanted whilst we pray for you, on you, and to you.

Our hearts beat to the rhythm of your drums, the rhythm that controls our lives. In time and as one we march to your command. We listen to your words with loyalty and interest, we watch your movements, full of hope, passion, love. We are yours and will do anything you bid us to.

We pledge our hearts into your capable hands. We trust you to watch over your children, to love us as we love you. Forever you will remain with us, as we will be forever faithful to you. Dear Adam, we love and cherish you more then you could ever know.

The Almighty Jade!

Jade, you are an amazing guitarist. Truely inspirational, you are unique and talented. Your sense of humor keeps us, your loyal fans, smiling, laughing and enjoying life. The very mention of your name could send someone weak to the knees. You, too, hold thousands of hearts in your hand, hearts that've been willingly sacrificed. You are our master, we your servants, and we stand at your comman, waiting, watching, ready to die for you.

To insult you would be to insult one of us, we are one and the same. When you are cut, we bleed. When you cry, our tears are the tears that fall from your beautiful eyes. You are the energy keeping us strong, the air in our lungs, the voice that calls us to the safety of your arms, that leads us from danger and that whispers the answer to our deepest problems. You are our lives, hearts and souls.

My beautiful Jade, promise me and the rest of the world that you will never change; it is your true personality that keeps so many going strong. Promise you will never give up and you will never leave us, your fans, your servants, your children are not ready to face the world alone.

Just to be fair

Hey, I can't say I love every member of A.F.I just the same and then create a "Let's Worship Davey" page and ignore the other band members! Looks like I've got my afternoon planned, not that I'm complaining. Sure, I have other things to do, but what's better then worshipping A.F.I? The next three pages will be dedicated to Hunter, Adam and Jade. Enjoy!

The True God

For the love of... uh... God... don't take this seriously if you are highly religious!

Hail almighty God, creator of this universe? Nah...
I'd much rather hail the Lord God Davey Havok!

Lord God Davey, preacher of truth, bringer of hope, sheilder of the light that blinds us all. Davey, you are our God, your words our bible. We your children love you and shall follow and obey you with blind faith.

Many lives depend on your words, your music, your beautiful face, and many people trust you with their souls, knowing you will always come through for your loyal fans.

And we are not just your fans, we are your children, your followers, your servants, your disciples. You hold are hearts in your hand, and we trust you with them.

This is for you, Lord God Davey, a symbol of my love and faith. May you always be here to guide me, may you be the path underneath my feet that leads me to my fate, the voice in my heart, whispering compassion and comfort, and may you be the everburning fire inside me.

A Proper "About Me"

Here we go... I hope your seated comfortably!

My name is *cough* Maru Youkai, it's japanese. Maru means destructive and Youkai means demon, least thats what I was told *shifty eyes*.
Heh, I'm a songwriter! =D Well I wanna be. Don't know if it's gonna happen but for now, songwritings one of my hobbies. Another is reading.
I am in love with AFI. For those people who have no taste in music; AFI stands for A Fire Inside who are a band that consists of Davey Havok [vocals].. he is my absolute idol... fucking genius writes awesome songs... very talented... he is a God... then there's Jade Puget [guitar] whom I am in love with. He is mine! GRR. Then there's Adam [drums] and Hunter [bass] who fucking rock also. AFI shall someday rule the world, and I, their faithful servant, shall remain loyal 'til death. I love the bands Avenged Sevenfold and Atreyu too. They are my three A's [I call it my Grade A music XP]
I also quite enjoy anime, suck at drawing it though. Don't watch it much just collect pictures ^__^. My favourite colour is greeeeen though I like black and silver too, absolutely hate the colour pink though. Love the movies Pirates of the Caribbean, Bogus, The Fifth Element, prolly some others I've forgotten... oh and still like Harry Potter XP. And I lurve cats. Like a lot of animals too but i absolutely positively adore cats.
I'm a bit on the evil side... I laugh at people in pain. And animals too, for that matter, unless I have a particular liking for that animal... LIKE JADE THE NINJA CHICKEN!! Yes, I am obsessed with ninjas, name everything after Jade and turn everything either punk or ninja. Quite a fun habit, although it annoys the hell outta everyone.
I can be very random too and slightly on the crazy side... but tell me to get councelling and you will feel the awesome wrath of Maru Youkai! And indeed, it is awesome. XP.
Call me emo, call me goth, call me punk, call me a purple elephant... labels are nothing to me. Although I do tend to label people as "skanks" a lot, but I use it more as an insult then a label, if you know what I mean. Which you prolly don't, I often say things people don't understand. It's not because I'm dumb (well, mostly) and it's not cuz their dumb either, it's more of a "yeah, I can't be stuffed explaining this so I'll ramble on and confuse people" thing. I am soo lazy, it's really bad actually.
I've kinda given up on school. I understand everything, it's not because it's too hard, I just couldn't care less. What I want in my future does not involve knowledge or grades of any sort, and it'll be easy to achieve so I don't need no "backup plan". I want to travel the world. Yes, I know what you're thinking, but it's true. My mum did it... you go to a certain place and stay there with a part time job and then when you get enough money move on. I don't want to be tied down to one place. Ever. Not even when I'm old and sick, although I would obviously do a lot less travelling then.
Don't expect me to post constantly, I only made a blog to comment on Jordies blog, but I'll prolly post all the songs I write, and the random post about absolutely nothing here and there. This'll mainly be another place to post my songs though... I should issue a warning, most of them a pretty depressing and some are gory, some might have swearing in them but I haven't sworn in a song for a long time so I doubt that's a worry... If you don't like them, fine don't read them, comment if you will. I'm open to constructive criticsm but please be gentle! I'm sensitive to these songs!

Congratulations if you managed to read all of that... I told you to get comfortable