No, I haven't left you

I've just been busy lately, kay? Well... I've actually been happy lately, so no songs of my own. BUT! I give you four favourite songs of mine! FOUR!
...Well, I'm giving you three sets of lyrics because one I've posted afore.
Oh fuck I just realised that means I have to look up three sets of lyrics -_- The things I do for you!

Well the first one that I've posted before and am STILL obsessed with and is my absolute favourite evarrr (Besides The Leaving Song Pt II, of course) is In The Shadows by The Rasmus <3 Love.

Song #2:
Straight To Video, Mindless Self Indulgence

All aboard
Hit the road
All the bullshit
Can't be ignored

It's hard to place
In my face
No emotion

All the problems
Make me wanna go
Like a bad girl
Straight to video

Little darling
Welcome to the show
You're a failure
Played in stereo

Hiedi ho
Here we go
No solution
Strong undertow

Quite unfair
Quite a pair
No box office

All the problems
Make me wanna go
Like a bad girl
Straight to video

Little darling
Welcome to the show
You're a failure
Played in stereo

I never noticed
No, never noticed
You're so amazing
So a-a-amazing

I never noticed
No, never noticed
You're so amazing
So a-a-amazing

All aboard
Hit the road
All aboard
Here we go

All the problems
Make me wanna go
Like a bad girl
Straight to video

Little darling
Welcome to the show
You're a failure
Played in stereo

I never noticed
No, never noticed
You're so amazing
So a-a-amazing

I never said it
No, never said
You're suffocating
You're suffocating

I never noticed
No, never noticed
You're beauty's fading
It's fa-fa-fading


Song #3
Falling Leaves, Billy Talent

In a crooked little town,
they were lost and never found
Falling leaves, falling leaves, falling leaves... on the ground

I hitched a ride, until the coast
To leave behind, all of my ghosts
Searching for something, I couldn't find at home

Can't get no job, can you spare a dime?
Just one more hit, and I'll be fine
I swear to God, this'll be my one last time!

In a crooked little town, they were lost and never found
Falling leaves, falling leaves, falling leaves... on the ground
Run away before you drown, or the streets will beat you down
Falling leaves, falling leaves, falling leaves... on the ground

When it gets dark, in Pigeon Park
Voice in my head, will soon be fed
By the vultures, that circle round the dead!

In a crooked little town, they were lost and never found
Falling leaves, falling leaves, falling leaves... on the ground
Run away before you drown, or the streets will beat you down
Falling leaves, falling leaves, falling leaves... on the ground

I never once thought, I'd ever be caught!
Staring at sidewalks, hiding my track marks!
I left my best friends, or did they just leave me?

In a crooked little town, they were lost and never found
Falling leaves, falling leaves, falling leaves... on the ground
In a crooked little town, they were lost and never found
Falling leaves, falling leaves, falling leaves... on the ground
Run away before you drown, or the streets will beat you down
Falling leaves, falling leaves, falling leaves... on the ground
Run away before you drown!
Falling leaves, falling leaves, falling leaves... on the ground
Run away before you drown!
Falling leaves, falling leaves, falling leaves... on the ground

Song #4
Milkshakes, Goodnight Nurse

My milk shake brings all the boys to the yard,
and they're like,
it's better than yours,
damn right it's better than yours,
I can teach you,
but I have to charge!

My milk shake brings all the boys to the yard,
and they're like,
it's better than yours,
damn right it's better than yours,
I can teach you,
but I have to charge!

I know you want it,
the thing that makes me,
what the guys go crazy for,
they lose their minds,
the way I wind,
I think it's time

lala-lalala,
warm it up,
lala-lalala,
the boys are waiting,
lala-lalala
warm it up,
lala-lalala,
the boys are waiting,

My milk shake brings all the boys to the yard,
and they're like,
it's better than yours,
damn right it's better than yours,
I can teach you,
but I have to charge!

My milk shake brings all the boys to the yard,
and they're like,
it's better than yours,
damn right it's better than yours,
I can teach you,
but I have to charge!

I can see you're on it,
you want me to teach the
techniques that freaks these boys,
it can't be bought,
just know thieves get caught,
watch if you're smart

lala-lalala,
warm it up,
lala-lalala,
the boys are waiting,
lala-lalala
warm it up,
lala-lalala,
the boys are waiting,

My milk shake brings all the boys to the yard,
and they're like,
it's better than yours,
damn right it's better than yours,
I can teach you,
but I have to charge!

My milk shake brings all the boys to the yard,
and they're like,
it's better than yours,
damn right it's better than yours,
I can teach you,
but I have to charge!

and once you get involved,
everyone will look this way so
you must maintain your charm,
same time maintain your halo,
just get the perfect blend,
plus what you have within,
then next his eyes are squint,
then he's picked up your scent,

lala-lalala,
warm it up,
lala-lalala,
the boys are waiting,
lala-lalala
warm it up,
lala-lalala,
the boys are waiting,

My milk shake brings all the boys to the yard,
and they're like,
it's better than yours,
damn right it's better than yours,
I can teach you,
but I have to charge!

My milk shake brings all the boys to the yard,
and they're like,
it's better than yours,
damn right it's better than yours,
I can teach you,
but I have to charge!



And, just for fun, the pokemon theme song, of which I can recite by heart!!

I wanna be the very best,
Like no one ever was!
To catch them is my real test,
To train them is my cause.

I will travel across the land,
Searching far and wide,
Each pokemon to understand,
The power that's inside!

Pokemon! (Gotta catch 'em all)
It's you and me,
I know it's my destiny!
Pokemon,
Ooh you're my best friend,
In a world we must defend.

Pokemon! (Gotta catch 'em all)
A heart so true,
Our courage will pull us through!
You teach me,
And I'll teach you.
Po. Ke. Mon!

Every challenge along the way,
With courage I will face,
I will battle every day,
To claim my rightful place!

Come with me, the time is right,
There's no better team,
Arm in arm, we'll win the fight,
It's always been our dream!

Pokemon! (Gotta catch 'em all)
It's you and me,
I know it's my destiny!
Pokemon,
Ooh you're my best friend,
In a world we must defend.

Pokemon! (Gotta catch 'em all)
A heart so true,
Our courage will pull us through!
You teach me,
And I'll teach you.
Po. Ke. Mon!
Pokemon! (Gotta catch 'em all)
It's you and me,
I know it's my destiny!
Pokemon,
Ooh you're my best friend,
In a world we must defend.

Pokemon! (Gotta catch 'em all)
A heart so true,
Our courage will pull us through!
You teach me,
And I'll teach you.
Po. Ke. Mon!

*Grins*

For all the druggies out there:

"Straight Edge" - Minor Threat
I'm a person just like you
But I've got better things to do
Than sit around
And fuck my head
Hang out with the living dead
Snort white shit
Up my nose
Pass out
At the shows
I don't even
Think about speed
That's something
I just don't need

I've got the straight edge

I'm a person just like you
But I've got better things to do
Than sit around
And smoke dope
'Cause I know that I can cope
Laugh at the thought
Of eating ludes
I laugh at the thought
Of sniffing glue
Always gonna
Keep in touch
Never want to use a crutch

I've got the straight edge
I've got the straight edge
I've got the straight edge
I've got the straight edge

Good morning

Hmm well. It's almost two o'clock and I just got up ^_^ Well, sort of. My mum woke me up this morning, and if there's one thing I hate it's being woken up in the school holidays D=<. And if there's one thing I hate more than that, it's not being able to go back to sleep after being woken up in the school holidays. So I did what any teenage girl would do. I lay in bed sulking for an hour and a half. And so... that's been my morning so far. Anyway, I have three new songs for you, oh blog of mine. And I have to think of a title for them all o.o Oh dear...

Um, okay... Song #1 is:
The End (Named by Becca)

All I want is to end this now,
Lying on the bedroom floor, music up so loud,
Screaming my lungs out to prevent crying my heart out.

And I'm so damn sick of this,
All I want is to exist,
I'm lost and this is not my home,
While you're screaming, I'm crying alone.

All I want is to end this now,
Lying on the bedroom floor, music up so loud,
Screaming my lungs out to prevent crying my heart out.

When you glance into my eyes,
Don't you see that I'm dying inside?
It's when I'm trying to change,
And all you're doing is digging my grave.

All I want is to end this now,
Lying on the bedroom floor, music up so loud,
Screaming my lungs out to prevent crying my heart out.

What do I mean to you?
I do everything you ask me to,
I'm standing in front of you, screaming,
So how can you still not see me?

All I want is to end this now,
Lying on the bedroom floor, music up so loud,
Screaming my lungs out to prevent crying me heart out.


Song #2
A Short Goodbye Is The Hardest Form Of Suicide

If I asked you to run away with me,
Would you take me seriously?
I need to get away from everyone,
And you're the only one that I want to come.

If I told you that I didn't feel safe,
Would you laugh and throw it in my face?
I need you now and I wish you knw,
That I'm putting all my hopes in you.

You couldn't imagine this pain I'm in,
I want you here but you won't listen,
Now you're the only one I trust,
And you're leaving my heart to rust.

If I asked you to run away with me,
Would you take me seriously?
You're leaving me now with no goodbye,
You're leaving me for dead, for suicide.


Song #3
Lost (Named by Becca)

Look right through me,
Look right through me,
You thought you knew me,
Look right through me.

Can you hear my heart as it breaks?
This is what your absence creates,
And though I know I'm just a shadow in life,
I thought that with you it could've been otherwise,
But you made sure to let me know,
That in my time I'm destined to be alone.

So where are you now?
And why can't you hear,
The shallowing sound,
Of tear after tear?
As I'm calling for you,
But you couldn't care,
Since I'm just a fool,
And you're never there.

Well I guess it's too late to say,
I loved you and then you threw me away,
There was nothing left to be taken from me,
And then you came and I thought you would be,
The one to save me from this emptiness,
But in the end you just couldn't care less.

So where are you now?
And why can't you hear,
The shallowing sound,
Of tear after tear?
As I'm calling for you,
But you couldn't care,
Since I'm just a fool,
And you're never there.

I like to move it, move it!

My dancing is like seizuring. I have no control over my body whatsoever, and it's all jerky and retarded XD.
Regardless of how crappy and spastic it looks, I loveee to dance. And today I can't stop. Dance with me!

I just thought y'all would like to know that

Two new favourite songs

Well, this first one I've been obsessed with a long time. I haven't been able to get it out of my head for like a month now. It's In The Shadows, by the Rasmus

Lyrics:

Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oooh
No sleep
No sleep until I'm done with
Finding the answer
Won't stop
Won't stop before
I find the cure for this cancer
Sometimes I feel like going down,
I'm so disconnected
Somehow I know that I am haunted
To be wanted

I've been watching,
I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching,
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life

Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
In the shadows
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oooh
In the shadows

They say that I must learn to kill
Before I can feel safe
But I, I'd rather kill myself than
Turn into their slave
Sometimes I feel that I should go
And play with the thunder
Somehow I just don't wanna stay
And wait for a wonder

I've been watching,
I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching,
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life

Lately, I've been walking,
Walking in circles
Watching, waiting for something
Feel me, touch me, heal me
Come take me higher

I've been watching,
I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching,
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
I've been watching,
I've been waiting,
I've been searching,
I've been living,
For tomorrows...

Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
In the shadows
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oooh
In the shadows
I've been waiting...


Anddd a very new one (my favourite as of today)
Still Day Beneath The Sun, Opeth

There is a light that hits the gloom around
Shows the footprints round this grave
Dried up roses scattered on the mound
Honouring the one engraved

Will ever the morning
Carry away
The souls of those for whom we cry

Leaving, grieving
Seeking, meeting
Binding, unwinding
Sighing "You"

Black procession through the narrow aisles
Another's gone for all to see
Near the site for one who lost his trials
Sleeping neath the ground is me

Still day beneath the sun
Asking you who is the one
And when the day is late
We know who must forever wait


In other news: My wrist hurts and I don't know why

Another rant about my gorgeous kitty

I know y'all prolly couldn't care less, but...
Tosca is so gorgeous ^_^ I swear to God she was a celebrity in a past life. You know, one of them really up themselves celebrities, who I'd hate as a person but love as a cat. Honestly, she thinks she's top shit. And she is.

Pretty short rant, but I guess that's better for you, eh?

If only our minds were keyboards...

...With a backspace key for all the stupid things we wish we'd never said, a delete key for all the uncharitable memories haunting our minds, an escape key for all the thoughts we don't want to think, a control key for adjusting our self esteem levels, an insert key for all the creative ideas that haven't yet come to us, an F1 for when we are in need of help, a standby for when we need a break, and an end key for when it all becomes too much.

Things Maru Youkai can do whilst slightly concussed

... and things she can't.
So, as you may or may not know, I am not really the most balanced person in the world. In fact, I may possibly be the clumsiest. So it's not surprising that yesterday I kind of slipped and... well, bumped my head a little bit. So I'm sitting there with a mild concussion thinking of what an idiot I was, and I decided to make it a little bit fun. So, I am now presenting you with...

Things Maru can do whilst slightly concussed:
- Play piano
- Spell words correctly
- Pour drinks
- Serve icecream (actually I think I did that better concussed then I do normally)
- Eat icecream
- Walk in a straight line (I definately did that better when I was concussed)
- Remember some random thing that I made up the night before about minds being keyboards

Things Maru can't do whilst slightly concussed:
- Play Speed (That's the card game, dickhead)
- Hold a normal conversation
- Play hangman (Although, that mightn't have had anything to do with the concussion)
- .... Remember all the other things I can't do...
- Sleep at appropriate times (ie. Couldn't stay awake after the incident [which I suppose is normal] and then couldn't sleep at all when night came)
- Remember Becca's sisters name... Sorry Britt.

Coming soon...

Noyer College is a large school, founded by a perfect gentleman with an extraordinary gift. Here, seven students, and unlikely friends, spend their days going to class, lazing around by the lake and generally doing what normal kids do. But there is something very special about these students, and the rest of the students at Noyer.

Celebrating 105 posts!

Because I missed the 100 mark. Isn't it exciting? 105. We should do something to celebrate. How about shameless self promotion? Watch my amv! Yay! Go on, you know you want to. And it's really short, too.

Maru Youkai is back!

Yes, my wonderful, wonderful readers. I have not abandoned you! It is I, Maru, seeker of darkness. I know all that there is to know. But first, you must give the princess back her heart!
..*Cough* Yes okay, I'm a Kingdom Hearts fanatic, got it memorised? But the point is... I'm reopening my blog! Yay! So... here it is? Enjoy.